Powerful this computer impact
Today down a pleasant memory lane; Avert!
Unheard.

A memorial journey calling with a little love
and happiness, a sweetness
longing almost just a notion from loved youth
a strength in it forgetful

a joy and echoes of reasons
reasons life has shared bitter tastes

as well as the season of reasons shear and sheer
how the friendship of family differs
from the cast-offedness of teaching peers

and the friendships of the imagination

I can see a feeling near, of the sentiments
Actuating a matrixed recipe of life
this memory of building

in this instance, of memory lane

the light dimmes at the turning
the screetching of brakes so loud unheard

gift of love and future hopes

I understand the better now what the love meant succinct
A kindness I understood so well then enhanced
And the time so near to my exile from humanity
for the sin of having my mother die a difficult natural death
like a freight train moving clean uphill
that power came of unexpectation

a bitter grief in knowing

a deeper wound than maternal grief through sharp

where no happy memory comes
in the comparison
of what the hardness takes away

but of what there was to truly offer the world

how it meant something so more and special
the colors of blood plaid and efforts loved
what it all meant, and meant to me...

how hurtful to know how and what was taken all so away

the world is much of now of it all and last:

challenged a shocking emotive burst, physic - revive - survive

"Vita brevis, Ars in diuturna discendo." - anon.